finally gathered courage to pick a huge Ayn Rand novel....(if u claim to know me, then am sure u know that i am highly intimidated by bulky novels). I read "We the living"...Dad recommended it....i really liked the novel....cudn't put the book down....poori raat read kiya...mza aa gya...i guess i shud give "Crime and Punishment" another turn now....or....may b read some other Rand novel...which one should i go for?any suggestions?

THIS TOO SHALL PASS

THIS TOO SHALL PASS

THIS TOO SHALL PASS

THIS TOO SHALL PASS

THIS TOO SHALL PASS

THIS TOO SHALL PASS

THIS TOO SHALL PASS

am utterly confused....I don't want to sell my soul to Satan but I don't have enough courage to believe in myself. Each day something is taken away from me and I lose....I am not happy.

Talking to myself isn't helping and nor is it helping to talk to friends and family. I know that its "me" who has to take the final plunge. I can't let Satan win...

Saw Rabb ne bna di jodi . Was emotinallly pretty complex....the girl's good....bt i really feel that had it been a 2 hr movie instead of the regular 3 hrs...it wud hv created magic!!

Just for me

7:00 pm, 13 Dec,08
Just wana remember thi moment;

Am REALLY happy wid my life right now...

ps: thank God 4 d gratefullness....

progress so far

i finished readin Little Women last to last night....read on till 1:30pm to finish d novel...i liked it...a very feel good novel though it ws a bit too preachy...but all in all...it kept me hooked....i gathered sm courage and opened Crime and Punishment last nite.....read sm 50 pages....i didnt realise it was almost post midnite....stopped ONLY wn my eyes gave in......interestin so far......lets c...

ps: Upi sir....Wodehouse next on my list :)

i am SAD...

i think i shud start payin ppl to comment on my blog..

ps: am i cool or wt :P

My book shelf

Bought O henry's collection of short stories. Bad choice...shud hv known that short stories rn't my cup of tea. The book store lady convinced me that David Copperfield was the book for me. I took her advice as she claimed to b a literature/psychology doctorate..or smthin to that effect. big mistake again...i shud hv realised after reading Oliver Twist that Dickens is way too depressing for me. Deepa was quick to remind me of it when i told her bout my purchase. This time when i went to buy books...i was careful enff NOT to take advice from the shop vallas or the store vaalis. Ended up buying Jerome K Jerome's 3 men in a boat...read bout 70 pages.....ws funny at times but cudnt sustain my imagination(but i am determined to finish it) so i moved to Alcott's Little Women...Read bout 100 pages so far...I lv it! Crime and Punishment is still locked in my Book store bag as I am scared to open a HUGE novel . Bt i hv heard sm zillion positive comments bout tht book..so i think that will gv me the courage that i need.I dunno wt's wid me....there r VERY FEW novels that i find interesting enff to read till the end.

My list...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

Jack Johnson

Wuthering Heights

Chocolates

Babies

T S Eliot

Shadow Lines

Shawshank Redemption

Little Women

Tracy Chapman

Nature

Jane Eyre

Serendipity

Shakespeare

Goodwill Hunting

Flowers

It's all bout books, music and stuff like that...

At the edge of my patience,

At the edge of my tolerence,

At the edge of my frustration,

At the edge of my horror,

At the edge of my dismay,

At the edge of my cynicism,

At the edge of my irritation,

At the edge of my rebellion,

At the edge of my life,

I found .....