Dependency....

well, i have friends who vouch for the perks of being independent in every aspect of life...but i wonder...whats the point in living in this world if you are not dependent on a few special people??

Dependency makes me feel more humane...

Movies that made me cry

Some were tears of joy and some of sadness:

Forrest Gump

Khamoshi

The Color Purple

The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas

I am Sam

Masoom

Taare Zameen Par

Rang De Basanti

Marley and Me

3 Idiots

Anjali

Dosti (the black and white one)

The Namesake

My Brother, Nikhil

Children of Heaven

Baazigar (In my defense..i was barely 7!!!)

Life is Beautiful

Appu Raja

no one really gives a damn...!

am tired....

Its been a long lifetime...being in the mom's safe womb for 9 months...cmin out crying on 25 th Aug 1985....stumbling, falling, shivering, fighting to take those first steps....mumbling, slurping, stuttering, lisping to say the first word...and then running, pushing, pulling, panting while joining the rat race....the constant pursuit of happiness...the constant fear of waking up...learning to give (though with shivering hands) and smwhere between two gasps, finding the moment that defines life.....gaining the ability to realise that there is no reality...its all jst a dream...

Yes..Its been a long lifetime....and an even longer existence...

well..come to think of it...i felt better when i had no followers..atleast i wsnt anxious to kno if they read my blog or not....now..each day..i keep checkin my blog to see if there is any comment from my friends...

its strange how the need to be heard and appreciated can subtly creep in and mess your perfectly functioning brain :P

Went to repeat AOL YES+ course. For the first time in my life...i was reffered to as "didi".. it wasn't as weird as i thought it would be.....jst wana take this opportunity and mention some of the most wonderful friends that AOL has given me:

Siddharth, Vasishth, Kiran, Arun, Tarun (aka Tanni), Duhan, Dhruvish, Rushi, Harsh...thanks all u guys 4 making my life a little less complicated...

Freaked/motivated

The last 3-4 days have seen a sudden rise in the number followers my blog has...actually there were none before and now there are 4....dnt kno whether that is a good thing or not....i mean ..the thought of being "followed" is a little scary...bt i guess it'll also gv me sm motivation as i kno that there r ppl who "actually" read wt i write :P

also..i took initiative and started following others blogs...guess its high time i widened the scope of my world...

Those who know me know how much i detest getting wet in the rain...bt today it was as if God had a plan...the evening was to be spent with nachi...i ws almost certain that v wudn't hv mch to talk bout and then boom....i had a revelation...so here's the trick...u ask nachi to tell u smthin bout himself and he would go on talking for hours :P

As we sat at chocolate room, the rain started spelling doom...it came trickling down with a vengeance....v decided to wait for it to stop and thus ended up having a heavy dessert....bt as the clock struck 8:30, the rain showed absolutely no signs of relenting....

i had two options : take an auto or go wid nachi on his kinetic...for some strange reason, taking the trip back home wid nachi seemed like a much safer option that trusting the auto guy. I took the plunge...i kept cursing the rain all through my trip back home...and nachi...poor guy...he jst ensured that he didnt hit the maniacs who were riding like wild goats...

But thanks buddy...cudn't hv dn it without u...

ps: i still hate the idea of getting wet in rain!

ws feelin really bad...had almost hit the bottom...wn a buddy said that he had nothing in life to feel sad bout...i ws like wtf...he said.."zinda hoon..isse zyada khush hone ke liye kya chaahiye?" ...10 wrds gave me a fresh perspective on life :)

ppl dont really like it when u r good......what shud one do when it becms almost impossible to stick to wt is right?