feel as if am dead..no room for emotions..no room for considerations...absolutely no room for never ending arguments...want to go on a sabbatical..alone...don't even want to take myself with me...

Things that make me happy :)

• The sound of a sizzling sizzler
• opening a fridge that has icetrays full of thin ice cubes
• Going to bed on a Saturday night
• Raking my brains while shopping for others
• Making up for a lousy eve wid a good english movie
• waking up at 6am to watch the entire Oscar ceremony
• the game of animal/place/movie becoming a matter of life and death
• Sharing my daily updates wid ppl who Do care about me
• a room without mosquitoes
• Being not able to put up a mask
• humming my favourite songs
• feeling like a 10 yr old
• listening to jack johnson and tracy chapman
• smell of wet soil
• the way my hair smell after i shampoo them
• getting a surprise gift
• a gud nitght's sleep without any nightmares
• running....for no rhyme or reason
• sitting on a bean bag
• reading a memorable piece of literature
• having someone by my side wn i want to claw
• beating someone at sarcasm
• Making ppl blv that i dont know anything and then surprising them wid a smartass observation
• not having to explain my actions
• getting appreciated for a deserving act
• standing up for wt i blv is right
• a soft thin pillow under my head
• being an agony aunt
• sharing food with a beggar instead of throwing it away

2moro's mom's first AOL course as a teacher :) god bless her

nice to see the indianized Forrest Gump...nice to c shahrukh act 4 a change..nice to have genuine tears wid kajol and shahrukh on the screen....and yes...the msg of d film is above all the controversies :)

My heartfelt desire...to travel the world

a humble prayer...

Strange, disheartening and scary are the ways of the world....Lord, grant me the wisdom to know right from wrong and grant me the courage to always choose the right path...

have learnt a lot in the past couple of weeks...bout friends, human tendencies and myself...its been a great learning curve...

Let you and I be

And stop measuring love

Let us tell ourselves

That we give each other

The best we can.

End the debate

and to save time

lets us just "know" that we love each other.

Let us make this marriage work;

This marriage of opposites

And the countless "you don't love me enough".

And be grateful to God to have given us

A reason to be with each other.

Let us appreciate the humanity in each

And give ourselves the chance to live.

Let us try and see the goodness in each

And worry about the lack in our own self.

Let us ponder over the ties that bond us

And give rest to issues that drift us apart.

Lets us carry each other

To the unseen shores

And the memories to come.

Let You and I be

and celebrate that which holds us together.

wt happens when u realise that all that you have been doing since the last 6 months was a waste?all ur effort, ur expectations, your hardwork..jst gone down the drain...

am in shock...

an ode to TS Eliot

- Where is the Life we have lost in living?
Where is the wisdom we have lost in knowledge?
Where is the knowledge we have lost in information?

- The last temptation is the greatest treason:
To do the right deed for the wrong reason.

- And I will show you something different from either
Your shadow at morning striding behind you
Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you:
I will show you fear in a handful of dust.

- In my end is my beginning

-And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time.

- Between the idea
And the reality
Between the emotion
And the act
Falls the Shadow.

- This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper.

- Because I do not hope to turn again
Because I do not hope
Because I do not hope to turn

- The intolerable wrestle
With words and meanings.

- Time present and time past
Are both perhaps present in time future,
And time future contained in time past.